Finally had an exchange of children with S that did not involve yelling, screaming, slapping, threatening or any other shenanigans that S and Sk can come up with. Finally things may start to be more civil and we can move past the hostility and have a normal discussion about the children without the normal craziness.
Here's to hoping that it gets better.
Sunday, March 17, 2013
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Jays
I am not a club girl...I am not a club girl. I am not a club girl...why oh why did I agree to go to a club. yuck
I just want to go home. Completely trashed and wasted, texted a picture of me in a compromising position from the bathroom to R. He loved it, wants to come over when I get home. Sucks that the friend I came with is insistent on closing down the bar. I quickly remember why we don't often hang out.
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Continued...
Three am visits are amazing. Holy hell batman skanky pictures and teasing texts and sultry voice quickie phone calls really get R going. No need for the pre-game this time just fantastic drunken fumbling and frisking.
I just want to go home. Completely trashed and wasted, texted a picture of me in a compromising position from the bathroom to R. He loved it, wants to come over when I get home. Sucks that the friend I came with is insistent on closing down the bar. I quickly remember why we don't often hang out.
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Continued...
Three am visits are amazing. Holy hell batman skanky pictures and teasing texts and sultry voice quickie phone calls really get R going. No need for the pre-game this time just fantastic drunken fumbling and frisking.
Monday, March 11, 2013
Interesting email....
Historical update to this post.....
S cheated on me with about 12 different women during the course of our marriage, one of those women was L, she ended up pregnant. She is sort of a whore and was unsure if the baby was her husbands, S's, her boyfriends or one other guy's. So at the time I didn't give it much thought at all. After each DNA test she was able to tick off one of the possibilities as to the paternity of her child. I think after the first two she got a group discount at the testing office. Oh and L's baby is only a couple months younger than #2.
Enough history...
So L emailed me today asking about S's family history. So apparently the DNA test that he did while he was deployed came back he is the lucky winner of that paternity nightmare. I really don't know what is the right thing to do in this situation. I suppose I should be more prepared given that I knew about all of his extra-marital affairs. I am at a loss. Obviously S has not been cooperative with her at all, in her email she also asked for his rank, unit, base and SSN. So she is looking to go after him for support. Given his lack of relationship with my children whom he actually has met I don't see him being involved much with this child either.
Other than just information L wants our children to meet and be able to keep in contact as they grow up. I am not sure at this point that would be healthy for my girls. They still have so many issues with their gather and his lack of relationship with them so bringing in another complication to that equation seems like it would be putting them on overload. What to do? Is it even acceptable for L and I to be talking? Will this further shake my already unstable correspondence with S?
S cheated on me with about 12 different women during the course of our marriage, one of those women was L, she ended up pregnant. She is sort of a whore and was unsure if the baby was her husbands, S's, her boyfriends or one other guy's. So at the time I didn't give it much thought at all. After each DNA test she was able to tick off one of the possibilities as to the paternity of her child. I think after the first two she got a group discount at the testing office. Oh and L's baby is only a couple months younger than #2.
Enough history...
So L emailed me today asking about S's family history. So apparently the DNA test that he did while he was deployed came back he is the lucky winner of that paternity nightmare. I really don't know what is the right thing to do in this situation. I suppose I should be more prepared given that I knew about all of his extra-marital affairs. I am at a loss. Obviously S has not been cooperative with her at all, in her email she also asked for his rank, unit, base and SSN. So she is looking to go after him for support. Given his lack of relationship with my children whom he actually has met I don't see him being involved much with this child either.
Other than just information L wants our children to meet and be able to keep in contact as they grow up. I am not sure at this point that would be healthy for my girls. They still have so many issues with their gather and his lack of relationship with them so bringing in another complication to that equation seems like it would be putting them on overload. What to do? Is it even acceptable for L and I to be talking? Will this further shake my already unstable correspondence with S?
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Perfection
Life is perfect. Finally on a good routine with S and our exchanges with the children should start going more smoothly. We had a decent conversation and I think he is starting to realize that things would be better for the kids if we could be civil. Letting them see us fight is not healthy especially for #1 she really hates feeling torn between her devotion to me as her mother and wanting to have fun at S's house. He is still less than involved with the girls when they go up there but at least they are not screaming crying the whole way up.
Friday, March 8, 2013
oops I did it again...
Round two is by far my favorite round ever! Bliss! Leg shaking, earth moving, hot and sweaty amazingness! Even thinking about it to write down makes me want to do it again. Who would have thought the way to enjoy a hook up would be to do it with a guy that is completely and totally inappropriate. I suppose I have not gone into all the reasons that this is a bad idea. And dear readers I don't want you to be staring at your screen mouth open saying wow this girl has lost it. But lets go over the three basics to why R and I could never ever move beyond the stage we are in....
- He has went to elementary school with my father
- I went to high school with his daughter
- And he is 21 years older than me
Aside from those crucial issues there is more, we have a pretty clear group of overlapping friends, go to the same family bbq's and softball games. That sort of thing. Oh and he recently broke it off with the moronic girl he was engaged to. Yes, yes I know I have totally lost my mind. But R is so nice, is it really so wrong to just sit back and enjoy someone actually being sweet and respectful of me.
- He has went to elementary school with my father
- I went to high school with his daughter
- And he is 21 years older than me
Aside from those crucial issues there is more, we have a pretty clear group of overlapping friends, go to the same family bbq's and softball games. That sort of thing. Oh and he recently broke it off with the moronic girl he was engaged to. Yes, yes I know I have totally lost my mind. But R is so nice, is it really so wrong to just sit back and enjoy someone actually being sweet and respectful of me.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Sleeping all night
Finally able to sleep in my new place without worrying about every little sound. Which is especially tricky since I like to sleep with the window open. The girls adjusted immediately, they are still on the same routine and everything is going great. #2's allergies are so much better with the brand new carpet here, her entire quality of life has improved. #1 is so happy she loves having all her own space and they both keep asking for a dog. That may happen sooner than I had anticipated just so I have something here when they have to go up to visit S every other weekend.
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