Something is seriously wrong in my ability to reason and behave rationally. I bought condoms yesterday, first time ever, and I sent him a picture....why? I have no idea.
I have never behaved this way before. I know it has been a long time since I got any attention but this outcry for attention is utterly ridiculous and needs to be reigned in. I never do anything crazy or without thinking first but something has changed. Just not sure how to deal with the changes.
Oh and to no surprise R didn't come over after that. Probably for the best.
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